Days go bye

I totally forgot I had posted a message. I read the post and understand why I was so scared to come out in the world. Many things have happened to me since that last post. I am still alive breathing oxygen. I am a bystander , watcher of people. That song waiting for the world to catch up to me .. is so appropiate.

I thank God every day for my life.

I am in a state of comfortably numb.