Days go bye

I totally forgot I had posted a message. I read the post and understand why I was so scared to come out in the world. Many things have happened to me since that last post. I am still alive breathing oxygen. I am a bystander , watcher of people. That song waiting for the world to catch up to me .. is so appropiate.

I thank God every day for my life.

I am in a state of comfortably numb.

sugarmeesweettt

Day after Day I am more confused
yet i look for the light thru the pouring rain
Madcrazy world I am in ...
Beginning to think that I am waisting time.
World out side look so unkind..
Madcrazy world I am in ...
Yet it beckons me to come ...
the highways are calling me ...
The roads are twisting and turning and forward ...
I see the beauty amongst all this chaos
Madcrazy world beckons me ..
I say to my self "Oxygen is still free"